I have always thought that my physical ability is above the rest of my peers. But that thought is kinda wrong when I start working on this part-time job. Most of my friends work the same job, and they have been doing it for like… forever (guys & ladies included)? So when I started working, I realized how weak and shit I am… having all sort of problems carrying those plates and drinks that I have always thought easy as hell.

Few hours before this post was the worst. It was cocktail time, all of my friends were telling me that cocktail is the hardest job… ever. I thought that I would be able to bypass it as long as I endure but NO, my left hand (the one carrying the tray) was shaking from the start. Imagine this, you are using one hand to carry a tray with 10+ glasses of wine, champagne, orange juice and beers (beer is the heaviest). That sounds easy, but once you start holding that bullshit tray, your hand will instantly feel the insane weight. So, for the first few minutes, my hand was feeling like crap… and then after about 15 minutes? The hand that carried the tray lost its sense of touch (meaning it is pretty much dead), so I gotta do this trick of pushing the tray into my body to lighten it.

Oh and you know what’s even more sad? There are girls that are much SMALLER than me carrying the same thing that I did and had NO FRICKIN PROBLEM. Wow, that makes me feel even more like a loser.

The point of this post is? I am weak and those sport skills that I have do not matter as long as I am shit physically.